Since it's a deal breaker, let me start by saying that I don't take calls or talk on my phone at movies. I haven't actually gone to a movie in ages, but even I know to turn the damn thing off. I don't know why people don't. They're there to watch a movie, not chat, and if they're going to chat, why go to a movie at all?
Now I'm getting sidetracked. I see that. Sometimes I think it's easier to be honest like this. Does that make me a horrible person? The words just come easier. And I get to delete and start over if I write something stupid.
I know it probably doesn't seem like something I'd do, but I take it seriously. The relationship. Is that okay to say now? I feel like I dance around it too much. Or maybe not enough. I don't know. I just don't want to freak you out.
Point is, I don't screw around. I haven't been. It's only been you, and that's the way I intend to keep it.
Everything in me wants to delete this. I feel like I've said too much. Made myself sound stupid. Offended you. I don't know. But I don't know what else I'd write instead, and you said be honest. I'm being honest.
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Now I'm getting sidetracked. I see that. Sometimes I think it's easier to be honest like this. Does that make me a horrible person? The words just come easier. And I get to delete and start over if I write something stupid.
I know it probably doesn't seem like something I'd do, but I take it seriously. The relationship. Is that okay to say now? I feel like I dance around it too much. Or maybe not enough. I don't know. I just don't want to freak you out.
Point is, I don't screw around. I haven't been. It's only been you, and that's the way I intend to keep it.
Everything in me wants to delete this. I feel like I've said too much. Made myself sound stupid. Offended you. I don't know. But I don't know what else I'd write instead, and you said be honest. I'm being honest.